Well... to sum it all up... I`m Sara. -Sigh- Yeah. Anyhow, I`ll be using this CRAZY blogg to just.. put my feelings out there. Normally, I`d mainly keep them to myself but... recently I`ve been feeling like I`m going to explode with emotion. Right now I feel lost. You see, I have a problem projecting who I am in public. I have realized, lately, that I mold myself to the expectations of others. That I do things... so that others are satisfied. This is completely stupid. -Hangs her head- I`d really like to just.. be me, you know? But its like this... when I AM me.... people, they don`t understand... they just DON`T and... -Sigh- Its getting on my nerves that I can`t be honest with the world but... HELL! The world sure isn`t honest with me. So I just add to the confusion and pain this world offers, isn`t that nice of me?? Right now I just... hate how people are. I hate how they are so... full of themselves and their stupid ideals. It really angers me to see people that I love hurting because of these morons. I really and sincerely hope that I have NEVER hurt anyone on the inside. I`d like to try and help when this happens... because I care and I know what it`s like to be there. To feel low. But, soon, I`m going to have to hurt someone. I feel really INSANELY terrible about it... but I know that... right now, I`m hurting myself and this other person. Its better to just stop the hurting with hurt instead of prolonging the hurting.... You know? Yeah. Well, this is gonna be a toughie. -Sigh- See ya later, blogg!