I feel so alone again. Gah Samantha! You don`t understand. I need you, dear. And you need me! You`ve proven that. Come to Jeff. You say you will. Come soon. Things are complicated. I can`t be as open as you, you know that? Things are delicate in the world I`m in. They`ll fall apart at the slightest push, I`ve witnessed it before. I`ve witnessed it. Happened right before my eyes... happened to two I love. I`ve been hurting a lot of people lately and I just want it to stop. Stop the hurting, even if I didn`t cause it... Yeah. I`ll finish tomorrow.