Hmm. Last nite I had a dream about a drive in, and then one about a huge castle... Earlier this week I was going to have a drive-in birthday party of something of that sort in my backyard. But this weekend was rainy... -Shakes fist- I was thinking about having it next week but... by then it`d be way past my birthday. It already is. -Shrug- But I mean, I could always just watch old black and white movies by myself, can`t I? But the SSG... hmm... Well anyhow, I dunno.

I forgot about Aldo and Thom`s show. I wasn`t allowed to go to anyhow, cause I had to babysit my sisters and my cousins, but the thing is I just completely forgot about it. I feel soooo horrible. -Sigh- I hope it went awesome guys. So sorry I couldn`t be there to support you. ;_;

I want to go do something today and get out of the house. Even if its just walk to the park across the street. Yeah, I think I`ll do that and take my camera... and a book... and sit up in a tree and read and take pictures. Or I`ll walk along the dried up creek... (which maybe isn`t dried up anymore because of the rain.) And I`ll probably cry because I feel like crying... or maybe I`ll tell my parents I`m going to the park, and then climb up on the roof and go to sleep, I`ve always wanted to sleep on the roof, the idea of waking up and sky surrounding me is so neat. I had a dream about that Friday... climbing up on the roof and staring up at the moon, it was huge and orange, like it was the nite of Aldo`s birthday. It was misty... and a bit cloudy... and beautiful. I wasn`t alone then though... no. Gosh, dreams are... neat. You can do anything in a dream. But, my dreams are always realistic. I think I`ve only done anything abnormal, once. I had a flying dream, and that was last Friday. I usually remember all of my dreams. And I usually have lots of nightmares, but haven`t recently. Nope, all really great dreams, pure and beautiful.

I`m going to get a cell phone soon, just so my mother can call me on Fridays and tell me that she`s here to pick me up. Heh. Well, that`s not all its for but, that`s why she decided to get me one. A phone. Hmm. That`ll be neat, so you guys can contact me wherever I am to remind me about shows or anything I`m sure to forget about. >_> Yeah. And I`m sure text messaging will save my life. -Whistles-

Sundays are so drab. Nothing ever happens on a Sunday. Perhaps because its holy day and you`re supposed to observe and reflect and set down a day to praise. I never do that. Isn`t that horrible? I used to go to church all the time, I dunno why my family doesn`t go anymore. I think its because we`re trying to find a new church to go to. The priest at our church left and a new Polish priest preaches. He`s hard to understand what with his Polish accent and all. Hmmm... well, I still feel like writing, but I spose I`ll stop...