And it'll all dissolve, you see...

Meh--I hate school and I hate my social life and I am unhappy without reason. Just kidding. I'm fine. Life is joyus... I'm just so gosh darn bored. It's too clean-cut right now. I took the bus and imagined various scenarios about the living situations of the people around me. I figured if I were the one who has the best life, I suck because I very damn well don't feel lucky to have this great life. I want more drama in it--but of the better kind, to spice things up and not to make me feel like a worthless bystander in my own world and social situations. I want to be comforted physically and emotionally... not just verbally. Show m the comfort. Let me breathe and then slash me! Yep--not making any sense tonight either. You want crazy? You've come to the right place.