Meet Me in Saint Louis.

Everyone is driving me out. I haven't made best friends this year, but just friends that I can talk to or sit with in class. But lately, my seat has been filled by people they care more about... and that person just isn't me. I wish I could have one good conversation with someone... I feel so left out of the school atmosphere, and the friend sphere. I just don't fit in anywhere. I am reconsidering the whole prom thing. I'm just going to wind up feeling awful the whole night. I never get invited anywhere, or make plans with anyone because they fall through or they're denied. I hate this feeling of hopeless loneliness. Fuck fuck fuck.