My favorite song right now is Cold Play`s the Scientist. If you don`t know who Cold Play is you`re living under a rock and you should come out and smell the roses, darling. The song is so lovely. So sad, simple and pure. It just makes me think. In the span of about -thinks- two weeks, my play count says I have listened to this song 45 times. I don`t doubt it. I really don`t care to do the math over how many minutes or times per day that is but.. I believe its eh.. oh well, I`m bored as hell so... -gets calculator out- I`ve listened to it 3.2 times a day. That`s... 229 minutes and 95 seconds of Cold Play total. And 16 minutes of them a day. Eh, -sigh- I`m bored, can you tell? Well, anyway I like that song... and I am a loser. GAH! Anyway, its been brought to my attention that I am a little girl and I am angry. I really can`t express how i feel about this. I`m just hurt and angered. I know I`m "only 14" but... -sighs- I also know that I`m not immature. Frankly, I`m quite -sigh- nevermind... I`m not convincing anyone. I feel so alone again. I need to be a friend to someone, and have them be a friend to me. -Sighs- but, there`s no one that can cope with me for too long. So, I`ll just stay shut up inside myself, and rot there.