Wow, its Christmas eve. This year I`m pretty happy and I wish it were so for everyone.... but I always wish that so. Christamas eve, Christmas, and it doesn`t feel like magic this year. I feel blessed, I feel greatful... I feel happiness and love but magic is conspicuously absent. Maybe it`d be different if yesterday had been better. I`m not sure. I thought this year would seem like magic... cause it did... well, right before Thanksgiving. n_n Yep. Hector and I listening to Christmas carols and being merry... all before Thanksgiving came around. I didn`t have time to go down to the riverwalk and see the lights this year. I didn`t have the time to bake gingerbread with my little sister, either. Or do any community service. I never even saw the salvation army... (You know, those people with the little red buckets ringing the bells,) and I usually give them all the savings I have. This year, I didn`t have any savings though... (Eddie`s online again!) I didn`t spend any time with anyone, family or friends doing holiday stuff... Hmm. I wish or so much this year, but mostly for forgiveness... happiness and understanding from those care about. Just... take care you guys. Merry Christmas.