I`m just like everyone else in the world. Nothing about my existence is unique, and even if there were somthing, I wouldn`t honor it. I always feel so frustrated. What if I took on a different persona, who did things that I wouldn`t noramlly do, or said things loud and clear. "So I look in your direction but you pay me no attention, do you? And I know you don't listen to me 'cause you say you see straight through me...." Would I be frustrated then? If I voiced every thought, every single breath a mine a truth, an opinion, a hope. Would it matter? Would they care.. would you care? Would really anyone care about my input? Somehow I know that only select few would care, and yet again they wouldn`t care all the time. Its because I don't really care. People reflect their actions toward you on your actions toward them. And so then... I`m screwed. I`m not a people person, I don't know exactly how to talk to people, or comfort them or understand... If I feel something strong enough... then sometimes everything I feel just comes pouring out of my mouth, but other times, everything is contained within me. And so now I realize, that I`ve probably just expressed shallow human emotion, thus proving... I am no diffrent than anyone on this earth.