Act on what you feel. -Surgeon General's warning.

So, a couple of days ago, my old best guy friend pops out of the beyond and IM's me. Eddie and I "chewed the fat" for a long while over AIM... talking about our old middle school days. We had the best and craziest of times back then, we were in orchestra together and in Spanish together and English and after school activities together, but wherever we were.. we had a grand time. I guess I can`t really explain the type of relationship we had. It was just the laid-back, i`ll-always-be-there-for-you type of friendship that was close and meaningful. Ever since meeting him, he'd always been a crush of mine, even through the times we were best friends. We just had this connection, like certain friends do... like with me and Sarah. Things never changed in our friendship besides growing in caring and trusting eachother. But you know, life is weird. I haven't seen him in over a year... besides driving by and glancing over suprisedly to see him crossing the street. And he's seen me crossing the street at Coastal and never caught my attention because he didn't want to "bother me." That's what our friendship dwindled to. Anyway, we discovered that there were times when we both had feelings for eachother and neither of us acted... because we "knew it wouldn't work" oh, I'm just rambling for one reason. To remind myself, of times like these... for first friday.