I wouldn't like me.

This morning was weird. Went to sleep around 4ish and I woke up early--around 7:30 and couldn't fall back asleep. Finally, around 9:30 I was able to get back to sleep... for an hour. It felt like forever, though. Then, I woke up in really really harsh tears. I don't know what to do with myself. I guess classes will help. I haven't felt this stupid in years.

And--post secret isn't working for me and I'm getting really fucking upset. But, I just checked my horoscope and I think--hope, it's all gonna be looking up soon.

CAPRICORN (Dec. 22-Jan. 19): I predict that you will soon be drinking your morning wake-up beverage out of a goblet made of gold, mined in ancient times. Songbirds will appear near your window to sing you tunes that magically unleash your dormant genetic potentials. Out of nowhere, servants will arrive and offer to wash your feet in jeweled basins once used to baptize the children of queens. Maybe most exciting of all, you will command the power of the wind and lightning. OK, so maybe everything I just predicted will only occur in your dreams. But even if that’s the case, it’s a sign that you’re in a heightened state of receptivity to miracles and wonders — which suggests that they will soon be swirling around you.