I want to get out of here. Of the city, of everything as soon as possible. I wanna find something I`m good at. I wanna devote myself to it and be the best I can be. I wanna be someone. I want everyone to hear me. I want to help or entertain the world. I want to be happy. I want to be as happy as I can be and I want the the world to be as happy as it can be. I want to.... cry. Right now I want to cry. I`m crushed. Seriously crushed and I don`t know what I`m going to do. Not at all.