I`ve been on for about an hour... just here bored now so I think I`m callin` the internet quits. Aww.. crap. I just remembered I can`t call it quits. I`m s`posed to talk to someone around now. Less than 10 minutes from now. Damn it. I wanted to go too. Well, I still can, you know? But, I just think I should stick it out and talk to my friend. Iffen then I get bored, I`m callin` it over. Well, to make things less painful I guess I`ll download some music and write in this here blog. Then, it won`t be a total waste of time. -Sighs- I got somemore subliminal "little girl" comments today. I`m just ignorin` it. I don`t really care anymore, its more of just a tiny icy pang. I have decided to withdraw my feelings from a ceratin subject that, now seems to me too much trouble and too many broken friendships. I`m sorry that I didn`t see that before. I feel betrayed I guess, and silly. Ha! I`m so glad I figured it out! Now, just to sort out everything else I made a mess of.... Tsk, tsk... I AM a silly girl. Tons of poeple tell me that and it never dawned on me that its so... well... THERE IT IS FOR YA! Yours truely, a genuinely "Silly Girl." I`m really wanting to streak my hair, I`m so bored with it. I was thinking I was gonna cut it but now, I figure I`ll grow it way long. Yeah well, I`m s`posed to streak it today but, as I said earlier, it just might not happen. Well now, my friend is 30 minutes late. What a shame! Oh, look, its Hector. A save! Unless, its not a save... -Raises eyebrows- Oh dear God! Its the first. What a shame! -Sighs- I just...Aww.. I feel mortally wounded. And insanely mad at myself. I didn`t know what I was saying in afore blogs. I don`t KNOW who I am, you have to realize that. I don`t know. Perhaps... I should figure it out.